So i got the bright idea to txt my exgirlfriend… Kinda glad i did though. I was interesting to say an overstatement. i got the responce “idgaf don’t talk to me” or something like that i wish i would have responded “oh i think ygaf”. But i was not this clever in the heat of the moment when every thought i thought of you suddenly made sence. So i responded with a “you’re cool”
So i’ve been thinking and i’ve been talking, and you wish i would just drown in the sea. Well i just might, but it won’t be suicide. It will be on a boat when i sail across the ocean, and the storms are way too scary. I will change this world, like i tainted your heart. Weather i get a good responce or a bad, it will be something that was never here before. Never clear in anyones mind, in this idea that will become seen. So go on and keep pretending that you’re better than everyone else. All the boys will throw their wallets at you, and their nice cars. I will find happiness. And i hope you do too.
I’m beautiful, but I’m poor. So I guess I’m not your type. I just wish you told me at the start, that money could buy your love. I would have sold all my possesions, and put the cash in a pile on your front portch and burned it. :)
I hope that im wrong, but you’re distance and lack of communication is showing me that you want him back and not me. Its okay because you will be happy. But im selfish, and all i want is for me to make you happy.